Just another day......

Today is just another one of them days. Things just seem to coast along, not alot happening and everything just seems to be dull and boring. I do the same things everyday it seems. I do the same things at work almost everyday, in the same way with the same people. Sometimes I just want something different, nothing extreme, but something else. Believe me, I know that complacency is a tactic of the enemy to make you feel not wanted or alone even though people are all around you. It even teeters on the point of depression and loss of self worth. There are so many things that I want to do, but I just don't. I always think, well someone else will do them or that's not my place. But as of this moment right now, I want to make a change in my life and attitude. I want to be the front runner, I want to be the ALPHA MALE if you understand what I mean. I have never had a lot of self confidence or pride in myself and have always felt less than worthy or less than adequate. I know people that have the attitude of they can do anything and they come across conceded or jerks and I don't want to be like that, but I do wish I had more self confidence. I am going to try and change my mindset, I have always been taught you have to dress for the job you want. Basically if you can see yourself doing it in your mind, then you can do it in life. I am going to start "dressing for my new attitude" and change my mindset and become bold and be the man that I want to be. Don't get me wrong, I have an amazing life and God has blessed me beyond compare, but I don't think I am living up to the potential that I could be. So, lets see what happens from here...............................